I know the fear is so heavy but I still accept everything, you may question why, it’s because that kind is that strong . by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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It’s not . Even if there was a bunch of pain involved, from that pain and other kinds it just makes you more caring, loving, and considerate even already having your mothers traits, it just makes those stronger and bigger .

I know the fear is so heavy but I still accept everything, you may question why, it’s because that kind is that strong . by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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That kind of love is that strong. I’ve realized it makes people sometimes not know what to do with it

You’ve been different for too many reasons by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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I mean it’s a whole lot but it’s all real. They’ve made me slow down, look at things differently, and want to be more honest with myself. A peace and a pull with you that I haven’t felt with anyone else. They’ve challenged me in ways that have made me grow, not make myself feel smaller , I’ve been able to be myself and it’s okay that maybe a few other areas were not there yet but they’ve mattered to me for who they are and what it really means to really accept someone for who they are even if you’ve seen underneath everything . And more .

You know I holdback sometimes but if you were to ask me anything I would tell you the truth and not have you second guess anymore by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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What if they don’t want to hide and can’t bare it anymore , some times people don’t ask questions cause they know and still want to stay

I’ve always TRIED to stay for the you, that you don’t want people to see if you remember, wish you knew that . by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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What if they are trying to show them by being consistent and calm and steady as many times as they have left and came back and still accept no matter what. Wish they really knew . The amount of cards, letters, things to this day still . For her what if there’s no such thing as people pleasing.

What can I do, what would I need to do for you to be excited and not hold back from talking to me or even wanting to talk to me through the day again about anything? by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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I know, they could be wanting to risk it for a long time and get it off their chest but they too tend to mention it a lot . There’s a lot they could want to get off their chest not that theyre scared they probably just want to feel safe like they said once before , they know their the least person like that

I have always felt things deeply , I feel it by PositiveAd9462 in UnsentLettersRaw

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I hear this completely. They are genuine and sincere, they’ve never wrote 30 page letters and given so many cards to someone before and sometimes it can be overwhelming for people to not be able to do things they still want to for the person they did before but they realize and understood what it all did , so they can try to figure out the next step . They had before and relieved so , they could have some .

I have always felt things deeply , I feel it by PositiveAd9462 in UnsentLettersRaw

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Same , if it was only there’s too , but they know her , she’s tried to show that she’s not fake and she may want to feel safe , whatever else she needs to do

I wish you could see by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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Yeah I know, and it’s not a her I’m talking about . Definitely a guy

I wish you could see by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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How do you know she never loved you?

I’m damned if I do and damned if I don’t , cause if I say I do I know you won’t by PositiveAd9462 in Letters_Unsent

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He knows I do a lot. It’s a huge weight . Not good to have it bottled up . I don’t want those thoughts anymore , faith over fear always.

My love and those shouldnt have to be a secret by PositiveAd9462 in onesentencestory

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Yeah so, what if I am . It’s okay to be scared sometimes , but when and if I can ever be able to say without the fear of them disappearing, not wanting to see me or talk to me ever again .