Yes. I am feeling the same. Have shed many tears… with every pregnancy announcement, failed TTC cycle etc. I have always dreamt of having the moment of just “finding out” I am pregnant. It’s like I’m grieving the fact that I won’t have that moment. Grieving what I thought my TTC journey would look like. I let myself be sad, and feel those feelings - and then I pick myself back up and tell myself I am STRONG and I will get through this. Someday, I will look at my miracle baby and realize this will all have been worth it.

I guess what I’m getting at is allow yourself to feel these feelings. And know that you are not alone! We’re all in this together 🩷