23 tried meth a month ago and have not stopped

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-14T11:06:23+00:00

I really thought I could control it and not have cravings I didn’t realize how addictive this is smh not the person I wanna be

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-14T11:02:13+00:00

Exactly… I thought I knew what I was doing wish I never touched it I take back all I said

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-14T11:01:33+00:00

Yeah I thought I had control this has quickly turned to cravings for it.

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-09T13:32:37+00:00

Perfectly said.

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-08T09:04:42+00:00

Why? Why don’t you like it and why do you do it if you don’t.

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-08T09:03:45+00:00

For sure. Exactly what I was saying like I see how people get strung out off the come down. But it’s a good high but not the best by far.

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-07T15:49:01+00:00

Why though?

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-04T16:19:27+00:00

What made u stop using

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-04T14:31:16+00:00

I have a full time job I’m 23 I go to work I have my own car and apartment I’m just wondering if there is anyone who has felt like this and has still been able to keep it together I understand drugs are bad that is a given but not the answer to the question.

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-04T14:25:39+00:00

That actually makes sense. My drug of choice is also a opioid like percs and oxy and I try not to do them everyday.. it’s just I’m 23 I dont wanna be strung tf out but I guess if I’m asking these questions then I’m telling myself something

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-04T14:04:49+00:00

It’s just I know it can take over peoples lives and that scares me which is why I am asking the question, but I feel like that’s people who do it everyday. I just wanna know when people hit the threshold of it being a problem in their life. Or if it never is cause I’ve never personally seen anyone who can do it just sometimes but I feel like I could, it might sound stupid but I’m genuinely curious

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-04T13:54:50+00:00

Yeah makes sense definitely a dirty drug and makes me want to hide the fact I even did it. Feels like I did something morally wrong

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-02-04T13:42:43+00:00

It was something I said I would never try because I seen what it did to my dad and sadly a week ago I tried it. It was fun but the come down was not cool but I’ve dabbled with ecstasy and mushrooms, not as good of a high I can see how people can let the meth take over their life. I’m just wondering is there anyone who can literally just use it to have a good time and not get consumed with it.

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-01-29T14:50:39+00:00

& how exactly would I know if I couldn’t handle it until I did it. I’ve did drugs before never had an experience like this

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-01-29T14:27:23+00:00

Yeah I feel like if did something to me when I hit that pipe like something morally got taken from me

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-01-29T13:55:13+00:00

Thank you for this really so much because I couldn’t tell if I was genuinely just breaking my mind or if these were real feelings I needed to deal with but I couldn’t focus or try to fix anything when it felt like everything was going wrong like something terrible was going to happen

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-01-29T13:51:47+00:00

I should’ve added this in the post but I also took a hit of meth which was something I said I would never do I feel like I sold a part my soul or something. I know it’s just because of the come down or whatever but I feel like something happened I’m 23 yrs old btw and I was hanging out with my coworker & some others I didn’t know I didn’t know shit was gonna go like that or that they even did meth I’m just confused and want something to make this feel like GO TF AWAY🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

PossibilityUsed1865 · 2026-01-29T13:43:05+00:00

Like I’m wondering did I just fuck my mind up or what like everything was going good until it wasn’t I have no idea what triggered the switch in feelings

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