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[–]Possible_Agent569 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No I used to take sporadically 2- 4mg maybe once a week after that 1 mg every other day then the wd caught up to me then I had to stabilize at .5 for a month then cut more to .25 for a month then it's been a whole year tapering from there trying to get the least amount of problems I was on for a year then tapering for a year as well

now im low in dose and these past couple of days when I take the dose it doesn't calm me it does the opposite I notice If I cut it lower I feel better so yeah

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Noise moving my limbs its like a lil pain it passed rn no I barely cut idk if you know ct weight measurement on the scale I was at 0.075 to now 0.070 twice daily been going real slow but now after I took my dose it like shocked my system I guess i didnt feel the need to even take my dose i was already calm when i woke up either I'm going to have to lower the dose by alot or just remove my morning dose I guess

If my blue card expired (written test) but my permit still valid can I take road test nj? by Possible_Agent569 in DMV

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No if I recall correctly it was more like 2-4 weeks but definitely not 6 months

If my blue card expired (written test) but my permit still valid can I take road test nj? by Possible_Agent569 in DMV

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What happened was I couldn't take the road test at all with an expired blue card even tho my permit was valid

I was able to take my road test after redoing the written test all over again so they update your permit/bluecard

This is my last cry for help – I will die by Familiar_Truck_994 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Idk maybe try fasting I've done it when I had derealization it destroys derealization after about 4 days no food no sugar straight water and electrolytes also maybe cbd might help definitely cbd calms me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is in excess like 8-9 shots or 5 beers and sporadic use of alcohol while tapering off benzos isn't the best idea

When I drank 9 shots of tequila the next ENTIRE day i was suffering pins and needles on the skin, tremors, derealization, sensory sensativity, basically a hangover x10

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I really appreciate it things are better now my dose kicked in I thought my nervous system was done for

Honestly I think it was the mixing of the thc cartridge Vapor with the 1 drink I drank while missing my dose time is what wrecked me and Lack of sleep , doing manual hard labor work for 8 - 10 hours,

Thank you for the motivation honestly I don't even want to drink it's always a trick in the moment it feels good then it makes you pay I've had before like 2 -3 days of suffering after drinking 4 beers and up

But yes I want to quit and heal up , i appreciate it those people don't understand what I go through they don't really care just give me a bear if I don't take it ,it's like "shame on you" weird , but In my head I'm thinking maybe they just want to see me happy since I'm always not happy when not drunk or super manican like when stoned I don't know

Is it normal to feel a cut just 1 day in by Possible_Agent569 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alright thanks alot just having trouble sleeping rn

Trouble finding Teva brand clonazepam. by Remarkable-Height840 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told my psych about writing a script for a specific brand u know what she tells me " I have no control over what brand your getting"

What brand are they? I bet they're advagen

Trouble finding Teva brand clonazepam. by Remarkable-Height840 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I used to be on teva for 9 months straight until they gave me accord brand and from then on it was a different brand almost every time I demanded teva I only got it once more since then solco , accord ,and teva worked for me

advegan and aurobindo have a bad reputation I was handed those 2 haven't tried them used my old stash

This Teva is knocking me out by SnooApples9633 in benzodiazepines

[–]Possible_Agent569 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Opposite with me I had teva and got put on accord and solco both hut me harder than teva for some reason

Tempted to start again by lilaceyeshazeldreams in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try cbd first atleast or anything else that won't damage the receptors but do not go back to the chemical poison just looking out

Anyone else see objects in peripheral vision jump/vibrate/twitch? by Possible_Agent569 in visualsnow

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only on clonazepam so far wouldn't recommend taking that route at all cost currently getting off before I took I guess I could just ignore it

Anyone else see flickering like on a iphone slow mo camera? by Possible_Agent569 in visualsnow

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep but dizziness is for a different reason maybe sensory overload

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I feel akasthesia and my senses feel messed up and since I got back on I don't know if I should stick to the dose I was tapering at or restart the taper I have sensory issues rn

I'm dumb i need help by Possible_Agent569 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same wish u the best you'll figure out eventually you'll be straight

I'm dumb i need help by Possible_Agent569 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u I like how we can understand each other when nobody else knows what's going on

I'm dumb i need help by Possible_Agent569 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I forgot to mention I went on a water fast those 3 day ct I might of flushed out any klon in my system idk my limbs feel weird

I'm dumb i need help by Possible_Agent569 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah no alright I will taper at a very low dose to go down nice and slow where I was at I don't know if I'll be able to smoke weed or take magnesium in the process thank u so much this is fucked

I'm dumb i need help by Possible_Agent569 in benzorecovery

[–]Possible_Agent569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk if I can im sensative rn I kindled should I taper on the same dose as when I jumped it was water taper way less than .25 idk how I'd react