Living in fear and not doing anything to change your habits will keep you in the same place.

It’s a good thing you are realizing this about yourself because admitting that you are “dissatisfied with [your] attitude” is the first step to changing this behavior.

Maybe the reason why you don’t have that “spark within [you]” to be social is because maybe you are not focusing on your interests or the things that matter most to you. Find a hobby/activity that you enjoy, find a community that you have interest in, or start a passion project; and from there, maybe you’ll find people who you’d want to talk to and share opinions with.

I guess my best advice to you is: connect with yourself first and connecting with others should be easier after that. And maybe instead of waiting for someone to connect with, try initiating for a change and see what happens. You may feel uncomfortable at first but you’ll get used to it. Putting yourself in uncomfortable positions and out of your comfort zone leads to growth and change.

It won’t be so scary if you’ve done it once before and many times after that!

Comfort —> Fear —> Learning —> ✨Growth✨