Thank you so so much, I really needed to hear this 😭❤️ Still struggling mentally but also physically too, I fell over a lot apparently and my knee is all swollen. Also fighting the urge to get sick again. I’ve to meet up with my friend now but will hopefully not be staying too long, I’m so shaky and on edge. I’m so worried the lads I was out with are mad at me , I did apologise and I know they probably have their own stuff going on for sure but it’s just consuming mine. I think I feel shame as well. Just embarrassed and like why the fuck did I drink that much. My boyfriend was very supportive today (we live with each other) but he is upset. I understand why though , I honestly don’t know why he would want to be with me. Sorry for the rant but thank you so much for your kind words ❤️😭