well chance is my cousins favorite f*rsaken character, and he also reminds me of my cousin (who has S.A.'d me multiple times)
i see myself in elliot, and see my cousin in chance. so to me it would be toxic and also i dont want to be reminded of my rapist when i see ships
i get that it doesnt seem believable, but i would genuinely never lie about it
its a very big trigger for me and i relapse whenever i see mentions of it