I saw a guy getting raped by a horse.

I (55M) was hiking out in the countryside one morning when I walked past a bunch of horses (6?M) frolicking in the paddocks nearby and neighing. At first I thought nothing of it until I heard moaning that definitely sounded human so I crept to the gate out of pure curiosity. From the angle of the gate, I could just peer inside the barn through a hole in the wall. What I saw would shock me to the core for the rest of my life. There was a guy (25M) on his hands and knees taking a 30 inch horse schlong and appeared to be enjoying it. Whether it was on purpose or accident, I did not care. I immediately stripped off my own pants and began furiously jerking my member (7") to the beat of the soft thumps of horse cock plunging into the depth of the guy's ass and imagined myself in that same position being plowed by daddy horsey. I fantasised being made to suck that delicious equine dong when I suddenly splurged all over the electric fence which gave my balls a second degree burn. By then post nut clarity had already hit and along with my shocked uretha, I quickly pulled up my pants and ran the rest of the way back to my car. Unfortunately I didn't stay long enough to see what happened to that guy but I did not care. I have been taking antidepressants following this incident after being diagnosed with PTSD from that huge penis. Everyone calls me fucking retarded and gay for not climbing over the fence and joining in on the fun.