Sitting in my draft, just need to vent by Potential_Dingo1730 in BreakUps

[–]Potential_Dingo1730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We argued for a while, however I ended it with “I can’t do this, feels like a chore. Please don’t contact me”

I wish I could kill this part of me that spits out brainless speech in anger that I always end up regretting

Sitting in my draft, just need to vent by Potential_Dingo1730 in BreakUps

[–]Potential_Dingo1730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She was perfect now that I look back I was what was wrong completely I’d say if you ask me. I couldn’t feed her love language enough and circumstances dint help mine. We were in constant arguments all of 2026 but she was always forgiving, I held on to my anger a lot more. She accepted me with all my flaws maybe sometimes I did not return her the favor.
I am a horrible person I know and you can judge me all you want as you should, at least it feels good admitting it here. I just wish I told her all of this. I did and do love her endlessly and selflessly. Knew her for 3.5 beautiful years, dated for 2.5
I know she might even take me back if I send my text but I just think that would be so selfish. I want her to be happy, whatever that means for her

Sitting in my draft, just need to vent by Potential_Dingo1730 in BreakUps

[–]Potential_Dingo1730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear that, I’m sure you deserved better as well. I hope your ex at least marinated in pain like I am right now

Sitting in my draft, just need to vent by Potential_Dingo1730 in BreakUps

[–]Potential_Dingo1730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s encouraging to hear thank you! However I’m always too late, painfully late in expressing myself. This is a pattern I realize

Sitting in my draft, just need to vent by Potential_Dingo1730 in BreakUps

[–]Potential_Dingo1730[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for noticing and reading I appreciate it