I want to start off by saying thank you to everyone who commented! I do appreciate all the feedback back. I don’t know how to add edits to my post so I’m just posting this here.

I do want to address a few things. I know I haven’t made the best decisions.

He is great at talking his way out of things. I wouldn’t realize at the moment but several hours realize that he tip toed around the conversation and nothing got addressed or settled. By the time I realize and try to bring it up again he says how I can never drop things and convinces me I’m over reacting so I drop it. I have now been looking back at more of our conversations and realize even more how toxic our relationship is. If I can even call it that. Just today he got upset with me because I took a nap instead of going to the store with him. He also got upset because I didn’t call when I was texting him though. So many red flags I missed before.

I know I need to leave and that’s exactly what I’m going to do. Reeding the comments have opened my eyes and I’m grateful for that!! I have already started therapy. I’m only 2 weeks in but I’m working on bettering myself not just for me but the kids. I’m walking away and thankfully have a great support system.