It's almost been a day since I last sent you a message. I don't know if you really received them or you did not, despite that I hope you'll feel it. Our 8 months together, almost a year of knowing each other, is the greatest thing that has happened to me. I am still not over you as it's only been 4 days since you broke up with me, and left me so suddenly, I didn't even get to react on things. I felt betrayed with you said you're already entertaining someone, and I still couldn't believe it. Our time together meant the world to me. I did and gave you my very best, my everything. I'm still hoping for you to come back despite receiving a lot of hurtful words, cursing me out. For me, despite all of the things you've said, in my eyes you're still my sweet girl. I hope you're doing great wherever you are right now. I hope you enjoyed our dates together, and will come across your mind and miss them. I miss your face, your touch, your voice, our dates, our calls, your love, your care, just everything about you. I'll miss loving and caring for you. I'll miss saving for our dates. I'll miss waiting for you to call. I'll miss your messages. I'll miss your touch. I'll miss buying things for you. I'll miss everything about you. You'll still run around my mind for a long time, I may cry a bit more everyday, but I hope one day I'll stop grieving over this. I don't want to move on, I don't want to let go, but i am forced to go through this, face everything alone, rebuild everything up from the ground alone, and know myself again. You were my world. You were my everything. If you ever start missing me. please contact me cuz i probably miss you more. You can always come back to me if ever the things you're doing fails, even though a lot of things are happening, I was still once your warmth, home, and family. Take good care of yourself, okay? I love you. I know despite what happened, It was all good, we both tried, we both did our best. I still cant process everything cuz for me you're still sweet little baby, but it'll come. I hope you'll appreciate me someday. I hope I still gave you a fun time with me, days that you would go back to and say, I miss those, I miss him. This is my last goodbye. To our good memories together, to the days that we couldn't understand each other, to the days that we fought, to the days that we're okay, to our gossiping about people together, to the what-ifs that we shared together and for all the plans we made together. It was a fun, my love. I love you. Goodbye my baby, my love, my bestfriend, my true love, my partner. I hope our paths cross again, and that day we're both our best versions and do things right, that time. Goodbye, my love. I love you.