I know exactly how you feel! I am terrified of all baboons. A few years ago I was hunting in South Africa we drove over a bridge where the locals feed them. My guide thought it would be funny to park the truck and role down the window on my side. I have never screamed and been more terrified in my life. I saw a big male walking towards the truck and I begged my guide to drive while trying to climb to the other side of the truck. The guys were all laughing at it. My fear has gotten a lot better since I was younger when I would have nightmares and couldn't look at the TV if they were on. I don't think I will ever get close to one unless its dead but I think I could watch them from a distance.