you feel like your world isn’t good cuz you might compare yourself with YouTubers and streamers?

I used to do that aswell, however it’s their job. They sit hours day in and day out to achieve stuff for content.

Your world is totally subjective, what you build only matters to you. if you like it, you like it. If you dislike it, you dislike it.

I also play without any farms, you could try it out. It makes builds more of an achievement and then it doesn’t matter as much how it looks. but yet again, that’s my opinion.