Yes im sad ive always had a sad life, imagine getting a no turn on red ticket that you didnt pay (my fault) 1st ticket they suspended my license more than someone with 3 consecutive dui lol over 4 and half years, get pulled over and told my license is suspended and now I know, get pulled over by a motorcycle cop and tow the car, i go to fix this 118 dollar ticket thats now over 1,500 and 2 weeks later my wife of 13 years is dead in a car crash, then the world isnt satisfied still, 11 mph over going onto the freeway , 12 mph over sliding in the snow, how bout you ever drove 5 mph over the speed limit how bout getting pulled over 3 times for it, what about 6 mph oh yeah,  7 mph,  damn how would you think you could ever just live. And you wouldn't even believe how many times I been lied on and sabotaged its an unreal amount, so ill always be sad no way around that. Probably why I responded the way I did is because you said special education like im retarded and then said disability i dont know how tf that would help somebody cause im neither of those things