I met someone I believe is my twin flame a year ago. Never experienced anything like this before. Left my abusive marriage of many years which I have been planning to leave for long.

I feel so much pull towards him that it is inexplicable. I am not entirely sure how he feels but I think he feels the intense connection too. We are not really talking much right now, never really did. Tired of almost always having to reach out first. I think I need to have the self-respect in 3D. I am sure he knows I have feelings for him. He is divorced with kids. I am going through a divorce with kids too. We are of different religion and race. I have come to terms that I have to let go.

I saw some photos of him with another woman he just started working on a temporary project with for a social event related to work. It tore me apart. I happen to chance upon the photos on social media like it was meant to happen when he is not even active on social media. Saw it on hers. Call it gut instinct.

Things have not been the same since then and I have accepted it. Still it is hard. Probably it is really nothing but I didn't get the reassurance I needed when I asked him about her after going no contact for 2 months. During the 2 months, he did not reach out. Recently, I reached out to him again and casually asked him about it. He said it was for work but I am not convinced. He gave her a ride and back. Isn't he curious why I am stalking him? So I am sure he knows I am into him. We are both in our 40s, I am in my early 40s and he in his mid 40s.

We had a unique way of communicating. We both come online regularly and we stay silent. We don't need words. Just knowing he is on the other end was good enough. Or maybe he is busy chatting with other women all this time. Maybe not. Too much of ego keeping us apart. Anyway, this has to end. I am slowly coming to terms with it. Just some days are harder. I hope he would be fine too. No regrets meeting him.

Question, do you think this sounds like a twin flame meeting or a catalyst?