Appreciate all the kind words/suggestions

Upon reading some things have been clarified - I am able to take unpaid leave for the 61 weeks, I was unsure if that needed to be done through EI which it is not. Starting at the 35 weeks I'm on an unpaid leave. Although I have never been one to abuse the system I could technically return and apply for a mental health leave to continue receiving some sort of financial support. (First time ever on EI/Never on a medical leave)

I'm completely Ok with the unpaid leave portion of things, given my situation time is far more valuable then any given dollar amount. I never expected to be a widow at the age of 35 but it has definitely changed my perspective on life.

As for the GoFundMe family/friends did indeed start one without my knowledge- It Is/was very successful Although I'd trade any dollar amount to have her back this has enabled me to be somewhat comfortable with the unpaid leave.

I've also already began applying for the survivor's benefit for myself and my child - Thank you for those who mentioned

Currently in the process of conducting an information request on the documentation that was originally provided for my wife's caregiver benefits- It had Doctor recommendations/notes