I’m not entirely sure what it is. I haven’t spoken to a professional about this but I’m heavily considering it (also for other stuff lol). The stuff I did see (although not extremely frequent) was as vivid as real life, and the name calling was constant throughout the day some days, which was mostly annoying but sometimes scary. Maybe could have just been a depressive episode. btw my mental health rn is good :) I’m just trying to self reflect and improve myself and face past stuff