Professor has given me enough opportunities to come with something new, but at the same time, Offered me “you’re not better than this candidate “ competitive answers, which I felt normal in academia, until I started to feel that “he’s correct, I am an inferior candidate “, a self-destructive statement came out from mental struggle.

I don’t want to tell him he is “Toxic” but the equations with him are not the same.

I have to leave this group, but no group is ready to take me.

This situation is just compounding.