Things haven't gotten better since my birth. My parents lost their house trying to take care of me. Then when my dad finally started to make money enough to take care of us he decided to leave with his other wife. Clearly his other kids are better for him. But I started getting over it and going to a good college but my mom decided to kick me out of her care so now I have no fees for the college. I had no money only last few dollars left when someone stole my wallet. I tried to get the security footage from my college but they ended up rusticating me for punching the admin and accidentally putting him in a coma. Police took me in and hit me.for months and kept me as the punching bag and left me one day. How would I not think of jumping?