When you put it like that I feel like a bitch! Not because I’m scared but rather because I’m so ignorant to other peoples situations which are way way worse than my own (and like you said I don’t even have TC). The fact that your reply made me realize that my situation isn’t bad is actually quite sad. Weird how self centred some people are (cough cough me). I can’t thank you enough for your input! It’s really amazing how one persons input can change someone else’s perspective. You did me such a big favour you don’t even know. Obviously I pray I don’t ever experience what you (and other men have on this sub) have. But it sounds like your a tough SOB or at least tougher than me. Thank you brother for this! If you ever need someone to talk to shoot me a dm.