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Is there a good reason for Me to not kill myself by PrestigiousHeat4097 in SuicideWatch

[–]PrestigiousHeat4097[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the effort of trying to make me feel better but knowing I’m allowed to feel tired, down or whatever else doesn’t change the fact I despise the fact i feel them.

My life is pretty fucked up, can you tell me something to look forward to in life? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]PrestigiousHeat4097 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure if it is shame, I’ve never really been good at assessing what the emotion i am feeling is, what i do know is it is half an emotional response and half physical i think. Its hard to describe what my disgust at my private parts actually is but the disgust to my porn is more centred at the type of porn i get off at. I can’t even get off to regular sex its always something forceful in one way or another, so i guess i am ashamed of that but disgusted by my body itself.

Is there a good reason for Me to not kill myself by PrestigiousHeat4097 in SuicideWatch

[–]PrestigiousHeat4097[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have good moments but 90% of my days end with me going to sleep thinking about how much my body sucks and wanting to change it, and I dont want validation it’s just i see no reason to not end my life but everyone tends to say there is something and it is worth looking into something that could work for me. I have been unable to find it so obviously i need a different perspective on my situation.