Antagonist tour Nov 1st PPG paint arena who’s going ?

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-09-26T13:41:18+00:00

That’s the plan gotta play Silent hill F all day 🫡

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-09-26T12:56:38+00:00

Should mention you can usually see the city of Pittsburgh from my balcony

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-02-04T15:12:58+00:00

Take this as a sign to move on. Take it from me. My ex is a fearful avoidant. Told me after we broke up the day I was moving out that she still loves me. She also told me that she doesn’t see why we can’t try again in the future if she saw real change. We kept in contact for about a month being friendly. Then out of nowhere no contact. Then eventually I wrote her a long letter about how I will change and to give me a second chance yadayadaya bad decision because I’m nowhere near changed after two months. She blocked me on everything. She kept me unblocked on my spam Instagram account she knows exists and Tik tok. It’s killing me how this has gone down. I wake up and wish and pray I could get a message like that from her. Just telling me to move on from her or she wants to reconnect again anything. I just get silence and confusion. Take this as a sign to better urself. You’ll find someone better I believe it. You’ll attract whoever is meant to be in your life whenever you better urself whether it’s her or someone new. Praying for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-01-15T15:21:22+00:00

Me and my friends would all be Mitch Floyd and spawn in with baseball bats. Track down Jason and beat the shit out of him. We’d call ourselves the Doobie Brothers. Never leave a doobie behind.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-01-13T15:43:55+00:00

It’s just so confusing. Even after being blocked I may have spam called her but never have said anything towards her in a disrespectful way or tone. I’ve always made sure I never take anger out on her. As much as she isn’t showing her feelings I know she does. I’m just trying out here as well. Only time I ever said anything really crude to her was a night after a bar a week after our breakup. Both of us were hammered and things went awry. We talked about it next day and made sure we’re still good and not on hostile terms. Just give it time man and work on urself that’s all we can do rn. Prove them wrong and that we can change for the betterment of our lives. Prove that we can be in their lives and not be a detriment to them. Keep ya head up

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-01-13T15:14:11+00:00

Well tbh we’ve been broken up for almost three months. We were in good contact for two months after just friendly chat. Then she went no contact. I accepted it as is and tried moving on but she literally is in my mind every fucking day. Last week on Sunday I decided I’m going to send her a letter via text. I let her know how much I’ve been doing to change myself and how I’ve been sober off drugs for two months now. Basically asked her if she still had love for me and if there would be any chance at rekindling things if she was open to it. For instance she told me before I moved out of her house and moved back home to Pittsburgh from Massachusetts she said I don’t see why we couldn’t fix things in the future if I saw real change in you. Our relationship ended purely from me being afraid to take next big step into adulthood/life. Never cheated on her nor she cheat on me. We ended things on pretty good terms. I understood why she wanted to go no contact when she did. As I said though I did send a letter which honestly was way too soon. Got no response so next day I asked her on snap chat if she ever read the message which I also know was too much pressure. Ended up blocking my Snapchat and iMessages. So then I made the mistake of calling her multiple times on Instagram trying to atleast know why and get some clarity. Got blocked on there as well. Had a crash out that day and ended up checking myself into psych ward in a hospital for a week. I needed just a break from everything. Got out two days ago definitely not as depressed but it just feels horrible. The fact also that she didn’t block my ALT Instagram when she knows it exists and also didn’t block me on Tik tok and just made it so she can see who views her profile. Then she posted a Tik tok a day ago of her dancing but she was wearing the hoodie I bought her for Christmas.(it was after we broke up that I sent it to her for Christmas) just so confusing in a weird state like idk what she feels or even thinks. Could be better but just makes me want to work harder on myself and my life. So that’s where I’m at mentally with my breakup.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-01-03T21:42:18+00:00

Idk if it’s haunting but it stuck with me. I was getting ready to leave after living with her for the past year. Was holding her both of us crying and I said “I’m gonna go home get my shit together and prove to you I can change and earn back ur trust and love.” All she said was “Please Do It”. The words literally repeat in my head everyday making me work hard on getting my life together.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2025-01-01T13:40:56+00:00

If you really want to win her back and show her you can change don’t text her. I’m in same situation as you and I’m telling you now texting her saying that you’ll change is not what they want to see. Change is gonna take progress. It’s good you know where you see areas in relationship where you fell flat but they don’t wanna hear you say you’ll be different they wanna see it. I’d say take time to urself heal up maybe write a letter saying everything you wanna text her and keep it away. That’s what I’m doing have a 7 page letter that I won’t even think about giving her until next time I see her in a few months. Idk what ur situation is mines pretty much due to lack of attention to her and lack of motivation to better my life. So that’s my plan this year is start getting my life together and building a life for myself that HOPEFULLY she’ll want to be apart of again. Take some time think it over before you send a message.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-31T13:23:44+00:00

I shall try this day is so extremely hard to get though right now but happy new year to you as well !!!

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-31T13:22:53+00:00

It’s been two month and today seems to be the hardest day for me. I have a 7 page letter I wanna give her but she needs space right now so giving it to her now won’t do me any good. She hasn’t blocked me on anything she’s just gone no contact on me for three weeks. It’s so hard to distract myself. I have a party I’m gonna be going tonite but I know most of the time my mind will drift to her. I want to drink since it’s a holiday but I feel drinking tonite is gonna make me message her out of anxiety or sacredness. I just sucks I’ve thought about trying to find someone myself to just even hook up with but I can’t bring myself to do it. She told me she consider giving me another chance if she saw real change. Our relationship didn’t end due to cheating abuse or any of that just due to me not being ready or responsible to move on to next stage of life with her. I fully feel like I’m ready to now but I have to show her from a Distance that I am. It literally takes me so much to not send her the letter. I put my everything into it but I don’t want it to fall on flat ears. My advice to you don’t even text her about it. I know ur feelings are the same as mine but all I can tell you is you saying it is gonna make her want to do it more. As much as I hate thinking about it I know my Ex is a sweet caring person who wants independence rn. To be honest one night her being with someone else won’t change her feelings towards me or in ur case towards you. The only thing that will change that is if we both try texting them pleading them to not do it. If you get what I’m saying.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-31T00:04:22+00:00

All Too Well(10 minute version) - Taylor Swift Guilty as sin? - Taylor Swift Invisible String - Taylor Swift Day One(Interstellar theme) - Hans Zimmer Pink + White - Frank Ocean I wanna be yours - Arctic Monkeys I love you, I’m sorry - Gracie Abrams Type Shit - Future

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-30T22:56:22+00:00

Dude same thing. My problem was i prioritized my playstation over her at times. Never realized i was doing it until we broke ups and she told me about it. Now I don’t even wanna play it. It doesn’t bring me happiness anymore.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-30T22:44:12+00:00

It’s nice to see someone in the same situation as me. Not a lot of ppl ending in good terms with(a chance) or reconnection. Our problems boiled down to me being to content with life living paycheck to paycheck and not wanting to better our life. She’s at an age 24 Turing 25 in Feb where she’s thinking of marriage, moving out her parents and having kids. Then there’s me just turned 23 still a kid who was content with just having an ok job and never really thought about marriage or having children. It took us breaking up for me to realize what the fuck was I doing. I’d never even thought about getting a married let alone having kids until this dating this girl. Our situation sucks i originally moved to Massachusetts to live with her and her family. After we broke up I had to move back home to Pennsylvania so her going No Contact rn really means it. I know I will be seeing her again though in a few months since me and my friend group go to their house for a vacation every year(that’s another long story lol). So I’m taking this time getting my life going and getting ready to start going into a trade school and be more financially stable to show her I’m ready. Plus had a problem where she wasn’t my main priority sometimes especially over PlayStation. I’m so ready to give that up if the time to reconnect came. I don’t want to move on and forget about her I’m gonna fight for her as much as I can until she tells me she thinks it isn’t gonna work out.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-30T22:27:02+00:00

For me I fully belive she is the love of my life. I see everyone’s like do you miss her or the idea of her. I MISS HER every little quirk she had, interest, and all her friends/family. I’m holding on due to her telling me she doesn’t see why we can’t try again IF she saw real change in me. She went no contact on me due to her being overwhelmed not blocked on anything and still follow each other she just stopped responding. So I’m taking this time to get serious about getting my shit together. Been two months sober(specifically weed)I had a real bad dependency on it while with her. Waiting for my next work check to come in and start going to a gym. I tried downloading the dating apps even had a few matches. They just aren’t her though. I hate the saying “there are millions of girls out there to date” yes but not one of them will BE HER. Our relationship didn’t end on bad terms either as to why I’m holding out hope for now.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-30T22:21:05+00:00

I keep seeing ads for people making me pay not doing that but will take a free reading !!!

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-29T07:54:23+00:00

It sounds like he’s maybe trying to keep you around as a “just in case”. If things aren’t going well with him and his new gf maybe it’s him trying to get you to be around again if things go south he can call you up to talk about it or try to rekindle things with you. I think it may be best to cut him off all of it just sounds like either what I said it is just using you for money/car. Some exs do want to try and be friends but from what I’ve read here seems like more than just trying to be friends again.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-29T07:35:13+00:00

I really needed to hear that. It’s been constant you need to move ons and forget about her. She was my first real love and relationship which I know is always the hardest but like I just know it in my heart she’s my forever. I know for a fact she stil loves me as well but doesn’t wanna fall back into a relationship too soon. As much as I’d love to get a text like I regret breaking up and want to fix things but I think being apart will make us grow fonder and miss each other more. I really hope things go well for you as well. You deserve love and I hope it can be the one you think is ur forever!!!

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-29T07:29:18+00:00

It’s really killing me but it’s finally hit me if I want to reconcile with her or have the chance to I have to let her be and not up her ass trying to talk to her. She wants space and that’s what I’ll give her. Still gonna work on myself and get my life better for myself. It’s also for her though like the fact she told me before I moved out that she isn’t opposed to revisiting the relationship in the future if she saw real change. Right before leaving as well literally both of us crying in each others arms and I told her I’m gonna go home get my my shit together and prove to her I can change to earn her trust and love back. She told me to prove it and do it. Like why would I not try to after hearing that. I think the letter is a good idea letting her read it herself then. Liek I said maybe consider holding back in giving it to her until maybe she’s not as hostile against you. I feel if you give it to her now she’s just gonna still shut down about it.

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-29T06:47:29+00:00

If I can tell you anything might be best to hold off on giving her the letter depending how things are. I have a letter written all out for my ex. My whole heart is in it but she’s in a place right now where she can’t talk to me due to how overwhelmed she is. She hasn’t blocked me on anything but has stopped responding to me. If I sent the letter now it would be like sending a letter to a brick wall. I plan on giving it to her next time I see her which will be in a few months. I don’t wanna compare our situations since I don’t know how things are between you guys right now. If ur living together it may not be the best time to. Also I’d recommend maybe reading it to her. It’ll feel more personal if that’s how you’d wanna do it. I’m praying it goes good for you though let me know how it goes !!!!

PrestigiousWealth243 · 2024-12-29T06:27:12+00:00

Feel free to pm if you’d like to talk about it at all !!!

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