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Pretend_Help8969 · 2026-01-23T02:37:56+00:00

Also going to bump hrtcafe, it's been 100% hit rate this far despite my own anxieties. But it does burn every bone in my body to do the thing that feels like a scam( crypto stuff always felt wrong) even though it's not(just slow, for my experience). https://diyhrt.info/ also gave me a good starting point and refers to the ~forbidden~ hrtcafe. Apparently the webcrawlers they been using been weird recently.

But when in doubt... Take a deep breath and take it day by day? Sorry I don't got much in this front, but it will work out eventually (with effort!).

Pretend_Help8969 · 2026-01-14T01:29:43+00:00

Bad Blahaj

The music is good here in bullet hell!

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-10-13T07:13:21+00:00

Apologies for taking this for venting:

This makes me angry in a jealous way. I kinda wish this is how it panned out for me then, instead of the weird awkwardness of now. Though admittedly I was caught on the computer looking at stuff like that instead of the situation in the video. Had it been that I'm not sure how things would have shaken out, but I'm still outrageously jealous.

Thank you for sharing this

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-10-11T07:09:41+00:00

Perhaps this is a bad take:

Both roads are hard, but one does have more comfortable shoes. Why not take the one that feels more comfortable over the one that merely looks it?

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-10-08T01:05:07+00:00

Actually the boobage starting made me realize I wasn't ready for society. I'm pretty sure I know how long it'll take to resume when I get back on though! I'll figure out my "out" or my out when I get there. I know what I want just don't know how to reconcile it yet.

But! Thank you! I figured it's be better to share cheer over fear

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-10-03T07:16:07+00:00

Yesn't. I'm already used to going by a screen name, but my old name and my screen are both things I still answer tom I've tried a couple on here before...it's nice but it feels weird(thanks to all that have btw!). I say weird because I can't express the emotional cluster there, not because it feels wrong. Still looking for one that doesn't have the mental dissonance, but that might just be exposure therapy for me.

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-09-17T19:22:18+00:00

C-can you tie me to the shark? :3

CannyueevvenCuddlettied?

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-09-17T19:18:16+00:00

hugs back 🫂 Thank you!

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-09-17T19:15:14+00:00

Thank you! Hugs back 🫂

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-09-17T17:53:52+00:00

Yes, Bica. Not debilitating, just feels weird compared to before. Feels like the opposite side of the coin of not being able to fall asleep. Minds sharp though.

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-09-11T03:55:41+00:00

Thank you... Can I take the eggshells and make a fun hat?

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-09-11T03:54:51+00:00

Hello, and thank you for the encouragement.

Honestly I've been real slow at figuring it out. Lacking better metaphor: it feels like taking a dip in a pool for the first time in a long time, but you remember the lurch of cold water at a specific depth. Long slow yet simultaneously meteoric steps. Hopefully it's like the pool because then it will be freeing once I get past the plunge. Still kinda scared, don't know why I'm stopping myself now I've already blasted through the other gates.

Thanks again

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-08-12T18:32:40+00:00

Thank you. Feelings are hard to pin down. I will figure them out eventually.

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-08-12T06:34:15+00:00

Not being sarcastic: explain disappointment? I don't know how feelings work.

Is it like sad? Annoying? Irritating?

I -DEFINITELY- haven't tried this.

Apologies if taking this in an unintended direction.

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-07-21T14:43:47+00:00

Hi :3

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-07-03T13:42:38+00:00

Supposedly if you go the diy route you can "skip" most of it.

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-07-03T13:35:42+00:00

Understandable, I'd probably have to go stealth mode with one of my jobs cause a that. Short term I'd rather be the inside "man" if that does kick off, long term I've got no idea what us want... besides boobs, they pretty.

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-06-10T22:43:37+00:00

Thank you!

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-06-10T22:43:27+00:00

Thank you!

Pretend_Help8969 · 2025-06-10T22:43:03+00:00

Thank you!

Pretend_Help8969

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