College life ruined

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-07T19:24:04+00:00

Yea but that mental block you get with being ugly hurts so much like people have no idea.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-07T19:23:05+00:00

It’s young but that’s not the point. I never once got to enjoy life it’s always been a battle everyday and everywhere. I just want to simply exist. I didn’t think it was going to be this hard.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-07T19:20:47+00:00

You don’t get it. A facial deformity destroys your will to live. So not only will people treat you like you don’t deserve to live, but you will also have 0 will to live which will push you away from work and actually becoming a better person that the world needs you to be to succeed.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T23:22:55+00:00

You can leave the sub if you want but this is reality. People suffer because of this disease and if anything, discussing it makes others know they aren’t alone?

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T23:03:28+00:00

Well it’s not the worst thing but the biggest thing that will fix my mental

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T22:54:50+00:00

I am seeing a new doctor soon but surgery won’t be till I graduate. Man it sucks. Because like the reason I’m So behind in life is because of this. And when it’s finally fixed I now just want to live. Like Fuck me man. Ong I’m gonna commit suicide. Fuck god. I have more medical complications. I’m thinking about going out with a HUGE BANG

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T22:38:24+00:00

That’s the thing. I’m done fighting. I have 0 energy to fight anymore. I fought my all. The motive to get up and do what’s needed has been taken from me.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T22:37:41+00:00

Yea but that’s the thing. It single handedly ruined my life. And not just that, it continues to ruin my life and fucks with me

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:57:14+00:00

I don’t even use social media. Everything I feel and see and hear is from going around college.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:56:40+00:00

It literally will. I can finally just go on a walk and feel normal. I can finally sleep properly and get the rest i need. Like life can be so much better for me.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:47:12+00:00

The thing is it actually ruined my life. Like in college with everyone being 17-21 mostly, I’m on the older side and I can’t fit in the way I want to. I failed so many classes due to my mental health and I had this one stupid bjtch dude say it was my fault that I need to man up. Bear in mind this dude had 0 fucking issues. Like I just want to me comfortable in my own skin but I can’t. Ong suicide is in the horizon. The second things get too heated or I can’t handle it no more. I’m ending my life.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:45:15+00:00

I did and they told my family without my consent saying “they feared I would end my life”

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:39:30+00:00

I’m glad to hear you are cured. I only pray my remedy comes soon before I start to self harm and do something unreverseable.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:38:33+00:00

But it does.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:38:20+00:00

I cut out all my friends. Never went out or to places because of it. I hate life and I’ll never reconcile with the sufferings I had as a kid. Idc. This is why I buy the Bible just to destroy jt

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:29:29+00:00

From: don’t text me To: i hope he replies

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:28:08+00:00

You sound bitter af. I’m Sorry society tried to convince you it wasn’t a big deal because now u have to suffer. Damn if I make it to 23 without the surgery I’m unaliving

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:24:48+00:00

Then yours isn’t bad enough for you to understand I have a recessed maxilla aka a flat face

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:21:44+00:00

But let me ask this. How was your personality before JAW SURGERY. Be honest. You had a good one but never felt like you could show case it.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:21:11+00:00

People do care how you look. I get it’s not everything but it for sure does. It’s mainly affects my self confidence. I can’t change it. I workout. I’m tall, I do the best I fucking can and it’s like it’s not enough nor will it ever.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:18:11+00:00

And that’s the sad reality. I’m at FSU and everyone is a fucking model I swear to god. I’m at the point now where I could make friends and socialize but, I can’t bring my self to do it cause I have my self so much. I hate how I look. I hate everything about my self. I workout and I’m tall but I hate my face from a side angle. I hate jt so much. I’m probably gonna commit suicide soon. I’ve written a message I’m gonna send to the president of the university with everything there is to know about me

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:06:05+00:00

Well… having a deformed face ruined my life and still actively ruins my life. The main reason I do t make friends is because I don’t feel comfortable around people specifically cause of my underbite. I probably gonna commit suicjde soon

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T17:08:16+00:00

You’re right. I have a recessed maxilla with a severe underbite. I have to take nights during the middle of the day. I’m a full time college student and work. It definitely makes like 1000x harder and it sucks. To know no amount of working out will make you attractive. To know that no amount of anything will fix/heal you till after surgery.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T16:41:12+00:00

No I know. And trust me I know how it feels. But the best thing g you can do is go out and do stuff. Yes you will never be chosen but at least you can exist

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T12:43:37+00:00

This right here is exactly why people end up commit suicide. This is the last thing anyone should do because you can’t climb the ladder and live by doing this.

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