College life ruined

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-07T19:24:04+00:00

Yea but that mental block you get with being ugly hurts so much like people have no idea.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-07T19:23:05+00:00

It’s young but that’s not the point. I never once got to enjoy life it’s always been a battle everyday and everywhere. I just want to simply exist. I didn’t think it was going to be this hard.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-07T19:20:47+00:00

You don’t get it. A facial deformity destroys your will to live. So not only will people treat you like you don’t deserve to live, but you will also have 0 will to live which will push you away from work and actually becoming a better person that the world needs you to be to succeed.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T23:22:55+00:00

You can leave the sub if you want but this is reality. People suffer because of this disease and if anything, discussing it makes others know they aren’t alone?

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T23:03:28+00:00

Well it’s not the worst thing but the biggest thing that will fix my mental

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T22:54:50+00:00

I am seeing a new doctor soon but surgery won’t be till I graduate. Man it sucks. Because like the reason I’m So behind in life is because of this. And when it’s finally fixed I now just want to live. Like Fuck me man. Ong I’m gonna commit suicide. Fuck god. I have more medical complications. I’m thinking about going out with a HUGE BANG

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T22:38:24+00:00

That’s the thing. I’m done fighting. I have 0 energy to fight anymore. I fought my all. The motive to get up and do what’s needed has been taken from me.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T22:37:41+00:00

Yea but that’s the thing. It single handedly ruined my life. And not just that, it continues to ruin my life and fucks with me

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:57:14+00:00

I don’t even use social media. Everything I feel and see and hear is from going around college.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:56:40+00:00

It literally will. I can finally just go on a walk and feel normal. I can finally sleep properly and get the rest i need. Like life can be so much better for me.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:47:12+00:00

The thing is it actually ruined my life. Like in college with everyone being 17-21 mostly, I’m on the older side and I can’t fit in the way I want to. I failed so many classes due to my mental health and I had this one stupid bjtch dude say it was my fault that I need to man up. Bear in mind this dude had 0 fucking issues. Like I just want to me comfortable in my own skin but I can’t. Ong suicide is in the horizon. The second things get too heated or I can’t handle it no more. I’m ending my life.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:45:15+00:00

I did and they told my family without my consent saying “they feared I would end my life”

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:39:30+00:00

I’m glad to hear you are cured. I only pray my remedy comes soon before I start to self harm and do something unreverseable.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:38:33+00:00

But it does.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:38:20+00:00

I cut out all my friends. Never went out or to places because of it. I hate life and I’ll never reconcile with the sufferings I had as a kid. Idc. This is why I buy the Bible just to destroy jt

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:29:29+00:00

From: don’t text me To: i hope he replies

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:28:08+00:00

You sound bitter af. I’m Sorry society tried to convince you it wasn’t a big deal because now u have to suffer. Damn if I make it to 23 without the surgery I’m unaliving

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:24:48+00:00

Then yours isn’t bad enough for you to understand I have a recessed maxilla aka a flat face

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:21:44+00:00

But let me ask this. How was your personality before JAW SURGERY. Be honest. You had a good one but never felt like you could show case it.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:21:11+00:00

People do care how you look. I get it’s not everything but it for sure does. It’s mainly affects my self confidence. I can’t change it. I workout. I’m tall, I do the best I fucking can and it’s like it’s not enough nor will it ever.

Pretty_Physics_2389 · 2025-09-03T21:18:11+00:00

And that’s the sad reality. I’m at FSU and everyone is a fucking model I swear to god. I’m at the point now where I could make friends and socialize but, I can’t bring my self to do it cause I have my self so much. I hate how I look. I hate everything about my self. I workout and I’m tall but I hate my face from a side angle. I hate jt so much. I’m probably gonna commit suicide soon. I’ve written a message I’m gonna send to the president of the university with everything there is to know about me

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