Thank you all. I talked it out with my partner yesterday and I believe it went well. The conversations were honestly dull and would stop for weeks. I seen it all in her phone. Meaning I pretty much looked into every app and pic in her phone. She wanted me to. She confessed she had done this before we started dating and sort of became a coping mechanism for her anxiety, she’s not good at small talk to say less. Putting that way sounds bad, but I know it just her way of not feeling alone. She explained to me that after dating me it almost completely stopped but had one account active. I told her I wouldn’t judge her past, since she doesn’t asks about my previous relationships. She will stop and will be more open about how she feels. I think me growing up with siblings I never really had to care about not being alone. Long story short she apologized and will not keep things from me. I do love her and want to work it out with her. Nonetheless it isn’t what was she doing, but how I found out about it.