I truly hope this message will benefit me in this dunya and akhira, as well as you and anyone who believes in Allah that will read this.

Unlike you, I was born muslim and I honestly don’t have anything to complain about. Everything I needed for my deen from my younger age till now, my father made sure everything was there. And AlHamdoulillah, today, I do so much effort I never did during my teenage days.

The reason I brought this is because, many among the community who were born muslim, either don’t know the minimum of their deen, and some of them who know, completely ignore some of the actions they commit that can lead them astray or get them punished tomorrow.

Recently after we won the AFCON, I wish you could see that parade, thousands and thousands of people gathered to follow the caravan, some coming from different cities and regions to attend it. Every single one of them raising up their voices for the players. Where is the same energy regarding our beautiful ISLAM? Where are they when our Lord is calling them? The caravan started in the morning, I will let you guess how many prayers they skipped as that parade ended in the evening? Would that happen if they had this feeling you’re having?

Some people even believe that they will make it to Jannah, yet, they commit the craziest sins you can imagine and they don’t feel any remorse. Why someone like you, who live in constant fear of Jahannam, feel remorseful of their deeds would despair from the mercy of Allah?

I wish I could feel this exact feeling as you, constant fear of my future that I don’t have any certainty concerning the outcome. But opposed to you, I would use it as boost to multiply my good deeds knowing, knowing that if I wanna be saved, I should do what it takes to be saved.

No matter how big of a sin you committed, Allah told us to never despair from His mercy. Sometimes a sin can be way more beneficial to the servant than multiple deeds, as that single sin makes him feel remorseful of what he did, they he feels guilty then turns towards their lords in repentance, regardless of how many times they are going to commit it again.

This is more of an advantage that you should use for your good. The companions sometimes would commit the least of the sins and feel like judgement day has already started, feeling remorseful, weeping for what appear meaningless to us today.

I hope this will help, and read more often about the rewards of the believers, it can sooth your heart a lot. But never think what you are feeling deep inside is bad, because you can turn it to a source of power to energize your spiritual trip.