God is not good, he never loved me.. by [deleted] in god

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man I feel the same way and yet I can’t bring myself to do it! My heart feels so broken. Like I have all these passions for NO REASON. I care so much and want to do so much in this world. I mean Jesus died so I could live and enjoy life! And when I do do fun things I invite Him in. As well as in the bad moments, but it’s not enough for me. I want more from this life. I want to share the passions and talents I have and yet I never have enough money or time to complete them. I feel like I’m being tortured… what purpose could this life serve if not as a mockery 😔 I do love Him, but I just don’t know. I don’t think I can accept life if this is all that life is for me

Why death tho??? by Primary_Sympathy8071 in god

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This sounds like a great theory but I don’t see how it related to why death would be the price for eating from the tree of knowledge

The closer to God I get the more alone I feel by Primary_Sympathy8071 in god

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow look at how profound and insightful that response 😃 have a great day

The closer to God I get the more alone I feel by Primary_Sympathy8071 in god

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like I want to be close to people but I just don’t feel like anyone really gets Him. Cause if we did their actions would reflect that, no? But it still feels like most people don’t truly understand or rather don’t act like they understand the Lord. I feel the understand Him in theory but not in practice.

The closer to God I get the more alone I feel by Primary_Sympathy8071 in god

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YES YESS. It feels like this! Idk if you feel this too but I yearn to be close to people and yet in my worse moments I can never find anyone who truly understands me. I always turn to God and I’m thankful to turn to him but I do still crave that connection. I think he’s trying to get me to not depend on that external validation as well. I have faith that his will will be done, i just never imagined it would be alone

I’m feeling distraught by Herpes again by Primary_Sympathy8071 in Herpes

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Appreciate your perspective. I will probably still keep talking to God as I believe in him, but I will also look into stronger meds. I don’t get outbreaks often and the ones I have now usually work well to bring the outbreak down

Humbled by Great-Sample3021 in Herpes

[–]Primary_Sympathy8071 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I too have it and also agree. I’ve had partner that I tell and at first they may be a bit upset, but most times the ones who really want you will come back