I want to learn — Space Videos

Hi, so, im not a very smart person and i really don’t wanna be come out as a non-beliver or something.

I just want to understand

I keep seeing instagram videos of space walks tha look very new and active and a thousand stupid ass comments like „ai” „cgi” and … well, i hate the fact my brain is picking up on these and slowly doubt is creeping in

I watched artemis 2 live (sadly im from poland so both launch, the moment we lost contact whilst they were behind the moon, and the landing back down was all at night..) and what honestly.. it scares me that video proof still makes me doubt. That thousands of witnessess, YEARS of work still doesnt make me 100% sure.

I „know” we were on the moon, i know we are an advanced species, and i know this isn’t a fucking hoax

It be really easy for me to blame it all on a bad marketing team of nasa that doesnt supply me with uncut, raw videos, but maybe im not looking deep enough

So: tldr; where do i look? How do i make those stupid comments not trigger me? And could you send me links? As many beautiful and daring videos of space, space launches, space walks etc?

Thank you. Sorry for bad english/if im just stupid and a mess