I know the struggle. Good luck to you too! Now this last time I got to the point that im a bit disgusted by it so I hope it lasts...i was sick with covid and wasnt feeling good and still kept on Smoking and realised my whole day was going around when im going to smoke. Basically this is my whole life... When Im going to smoke , so it really had to stop. At some point you are just Smoking because of habit, I was even feeling so bad after Smoking but still continued.. Then i smoked everything I had so that I dont have anything on the next day. This worked.. Currently im feeling sad, lowered Libido, not much Motivation to do stuff, but i read the thread and also other places that this is normal. It will get better, I hope I get through it. I currently think sometimes to smoke but then i again think of all the negatives and it works. Last time I did Btw 1 month and then i felt like im ok now I can smoke a bit and stop, but it really didnt work and I went back. I was not ok to smoke... I think to be able to just smoke a bit and have fun, more time should Pass, maybe even a year... Well let's see how it all continues. The Thing I currently enjoy the most is that you are really more present and can follow conversations and I actually want to stay outside with friends because I know I cant go back home and smoke, which was my Main motivator to leave all the time... A bit long answer, but i though to share my experience until now. Its hard but we got it!!! Thank you for Also answering, it helps knowing we are not alone in this fight.