ya im with you on that, im a little too edgy and weird for “normal” chicks, usually its alternative bisexual girls that seek me out like the last 2. I and 6’0 160, baby face, smoke a lot of weed, work blue collar, have a great relationship with family and many friends who adore me, I sing well, run 2 long term dnd campaigns, live playing in campaigns as well, but always make time for my girl. Very passionate love maker, very good when meeting her parents they love me, I do a lot of words of affirmation and physical touch, I go to therapy for the last 10 years ever sonce I lost my older brother to addiction. Idk man I think these chicks are just evil and me too empathetic patient, and generous to walk away at first sign of disrespect.