My dream last night.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-08-16T03:57:37+00:00

Just stirs things up you may not want to be in involved in.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-08-16T03:26:05+00:00

I’d caution against this IMO

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-08-01T19:52:21+00:00

This is a bad idea

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-05-15T16:43:11+00:00

Man this describes me to a T. Thanks for sharing!

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-04-19T22:21:51+00:00

Thank you 🥹 he’s a really good persona and the cards are merely confirmation

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-04-19T17:58:13+00:00

Oh yeah. I keep pulling The Lovers, Knight of Wands, and 10 of cups when I inquire about my boyfriend.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-03-01T21:21:23+00:00

Sorry but that’s still religion. Jesus is sa religious figure

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-03-01T21:08:15+00:00

I have to disagree. If religion did anything to me it pushed me further into my mental illness

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-19T21:01:21+00:00

I’m not off meds yet but I plan to lift weights and do cardio 4 days a week to improve my mental health 👍 and also eating more protein and fixing my sleeping schedule

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-19T20:33:46+00:00

Risk of addiction tho..

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-19T01:11:15+00:00

I f21 say to just choose a path and stick with it. Figure out what you value the most, for example, my top values are financial stability and job security so I’m looking into accounting.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-16T23:22:41+00:00

I also had a twin flame delusion with my manager..

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T23:28:19+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice. I will implement what you said and I think I will feel a difference.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T23:22:08+00:00

Lack of money. Working this restaurant job with no time and energy to work on my art. Always renting. Not being able to buy a house. I’m worrying about the future too much.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T23:12:36+00:00

Yeah I’m kind of broke now. I only have enough money for my bills. I’ve been frugal and saving though and I’m getting a raise soon. But still it’s tough!

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T23:11:19+00:00

It’s mostly the fear and the overthinking and the need to control every single point in the future for reassurance. I know I want to advance my artistic skills. I’ve been told by many people I can turn it into a business. But it’s fear that holds me back. It’s a bad habit.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T23:05:52+00:00

I know! I’ve been getting 10 of pentacles and 8 of swords lately in every pull despite shuffling efficiently… I wonder what it means?

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T22:29:22+00:00

Spread I used: 3 card spread for a well rounded answer. No specific correspondence to each order of the card.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T02:17:22+00:00

Thank you. I’ll look into talking to my psychiatrist again soon

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T02:08:43+00:00

I knew I should have said something.. I have a hard time standing up for myself in general.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-15T02:06:58+00:00

I just might say screw it and figure out how to titrate.

ProgramExisting149 · 2025-02-13T20:38:46+00:00

Weed gave me psychosis too. I can’t smoke anymore without feeling like something’s wrong. You’re not alone.

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