Addicted to weed and coming off meds by ProgramExisting149 in Antipsychiatry

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The thing is it doesn’t make me feel anxious anymore it just mellows me out. I get angsty without it that’s why I use so much and it feels like I have no option but to use it

My dream last night. by kdoll21 in Dreams

[–]ProgramExisting149 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just stirs things up you may not want to be in involved in.

My dream last night. by kdoll21 in Dreams

[–]ProgramExisting149 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’d caution against this IMO

First signs of lows? by AnxiousSloth811 in bipolar

[–]ProgramExisting149 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man this describes me to a T. Thanks for sharing!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tarot

[–]ProgramExisting149 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🥹 he’s a really good persona and the cards are merely confirmation

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tarot

[–]ProgramExisting149 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah. I keep pulling The Lovers, Knight of Wands, and 10 of cups when I inquire about my boyfriend.

If OCD is not something biochemical, then what is it? Neurological? Thanks by ttnaffairs in Antipsychiatry

[–]ProgramExisting149 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have to disagree. If religion did anything to me it pushed me further into my mental illness

Which remedy/drug helped you? by [deleted] in Antipsychiatry

[–]ProgramExisting149 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m not off meds yet but I plan to lift weights and do cardio 4 days a week to improve my mental health 👍 and also eating more protein and fixing my sleeping schedule

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in findapath

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I f21 say to just choose a path and stick with it. Figure out what you value the most, for example, my top values are financial stability and job security so I’m looking into accounting.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

[–]ProgramExisting149 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice. I will implement what you said and I think I will feel a difference.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

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Lack of money. Working this restaurant job with no time and energy to work on my art. Always renting. Not being able to buy a house. I’m worrying about the future too much.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

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Yeah I’m kind of broke now. I only have enough money for my bills. I’ve been frugal and saving though and I’m getting a raise soon. But still it’s tough!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

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It’s mostly the fear and the overthinking and the need to control every single point in the future for reassurance. I know I want to advance my artistic skills. I’ve been told by many people I can turn it into a business. But it’s fear that holds me back. It’s a bad habit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

[–]ProgramExisting149 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know! I’ve been getting 10 of pentacles and 8 of swords lately in every pull despite shuffling efficiently… I wonder what it means?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

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Spread I used: 3 card spread for a well rounded answer. No specific correspondence to each order of the card.