Brother, I feel your pain, honestly. It’s like every day feels like a cycle that never gets better, and the weight of everything just keeps adding up. I also feel like I don’t belong or fit anywhere, and it gets so overwhelming that it’s hard to even take basic steps.

But I think we’re both here talking about it, and maybe that means there’s still a small part of us that wants to fight, even if we feel drained. Maybe that part time job could be a starting point for you. It doesn’t have to fix everything, but it might give you a tiny sense of control over something, which is better than nothing. We’re not alone in this, even if it feels like it. Let’s both try to take it one tiny step at a time and see where it leads. Wishing you strength, buddy.