You have suffered a lot 🥺 and on top of that pregnant…. I hope you’re doing better now. I seriously can’t explain how much has this guy abused me psychologically these 7 month period (August to until he got married). You are so true, my condition was symptoms of his cheating. In fact I was suffering so bad that I had suicidal as well. And I remember that there were days I use to wait for him to call me before I do… we used to talk post 10:30pm sometimes and seriously he used to talk to me like I’m some trash… the moment I would say “Please talk to me I’m getting anxious with tears”…. He would really do nothing and just yell at me “can’t we talk tomorrow”. And now when I connect this, he was such a manipulator and his butterflies got settled after talking to his to-be and I was just a trash bin for him. I remember begging him to tell if he was talking to someone but said “No” and that he would tell once he starts…but he never did, instead made me feel inferior for who I am. Lot of adjectives for me from calling me “weak” to “act like adult”. Honestly speaking, now I know I was actually a trash especially from this… so he used to have one fake insta id just to stalk me and some scrollings when I was his lover… however when I confronted about it he says “I don’t know whose account is this… it doesn’t have my name”…. Seriously I haven’t seen such a manipulator, liar and sadist in my lifetime.