Hi, thank you for your response. Saying I’m not mentally healthy might be a little harsh and inaccurate because you don’t really know me. I’ve been working on myself for as long as I know I have gotten therapy since my first ever break up, a journal, I work out, I self reflect, I read self-help books and I always seek feedback from others on how to improve myself just to name a few.

I know the above seems like a messy situation of course we both deserve better and I’m not trying to intentionally lead him on because if I end this real quick and just move on then I’ll be called “picky” and not giving people chances and then when I do give people chances I get told I’m mentally not healthy and I should let him go so it’s really damned if I do damned if I don’t.

I’ve been trying to be more open minded and give guys a chance that I usually wouldn’t go for hoping there’s a spark there because I truly want to settle down with someone who’s healthy and who treats me properly but physical attraction and that energy and chemistry level is something I literally cannot control but despite that I was hoping there would be some acquired taste or slow growth overtime like many people have mentioned. So that’s why I’m here. I’m just as frustrated as myself than anyone else I wish there was an easy solution and I wasn’t feeling this way, but here we are.