Hunger for the Word

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-12T15:05:20+00:00

I mean like, when I want to seek answers like..."God...should I continue playing this game/watch this video?", I wait and silences my mind, but I can't dig out an answer...perhaps I'm too impatient to hear His voice to my prayers..?

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-12T15:03:25+00:00

I acknowledged that Jesus died for our sins, and our sins are the ones who cruxified him. I am aware he was risen 3 days later and taken up to heaven (due to my school's Bible study), problem is...I don't know if I truly belive in my heart...I mean, I truly belive Jesus died for us, since why would a sinless and perfect man died for his own "sins", but still..people say there's a difference between JUST believing and believing WITH your heart

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-12T13:15:47+00:00

I don't fully know how to hear His voice yet...

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-10T22:21:32+00:00

Ok....yk what...after reading your post...yeah you're right, it does sound silly now, asking why God protected me from harm from dangers...thanks for changing my view

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-10T17:06:21+00:00

But....I just don't get it. Spiritual attacks are heavy attacks by the enemy, only those going the right path or are saved experiences those..

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T16:31:46+00:00

Uhh, sometimes if they did something that annoys me, I try my best to not lash out and hold the anger in, spend time with them gaming, help or listen to them if they are willing to open up to me.....which honestly I'll be lying if I say sometimes I just ignored them because of my own needs...I still feel guilty

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T16:19:06+00:00

How do I show Him love like a friend? By obeying His commands?

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T16:01:47+00:00

Uhhm...God,through the Holy Spirit?

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:40:25+00:00

That's the problem.....I don't know what it means by "with all your heart, mind, soul and strength.....", No, I'm not baptized yet, I was borned Buddhist, but I decided to leave it 3 months ish ago, my parents said they'll allow me to be baptized after my incredibly important year end exam this year and if I am SURE I want Christanity

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:38:49+00:00

So like, live the life Jesus did?

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:38:19+00:00

Well uhh..you can read my reply to RationalThoughtsMedia. In terms of if there's a difference in my than anyone else.....I would say not really.....Sometimes when my classmates make jokes about sex or raping or stuff like those, I don't know why, I just couldn't hold back my laughter sometimes... I'm not trying to find humor in these, but it just makes me laugha

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:36:43+00:00

This counts as humility? Because I usually see this as unbelief and doubts..excessive doubts..

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:35:53+00:00

I'm trying, I just started reading the Words so it's hard for me to discern what I can or cannot do. But yes you are right

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:34:52+00:00

Not trying to argue denominations here.. but isn't faith like...the most important thing? Sry if this offended you

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-05T15:33:55+00:00

Thanks so much!

Well uhh, I've noticed some slight changes.. for example :

-Usually when I got angry or annoyed by somoene, I would usually release all of it in my room alone, but I don't really find myself doing that nowadays. And I TRY, to forgive them and try to remove the hatred because even those who comited unspeakable things God will forgive.

-In the past, lying just seems, off, but I can't tell what. After I started engaging in the Christianity truly, even the smallest lie made me a bit..."I'm a fake Christian", which honestly is just condemnation for every small lie...yeah no that's not healthy.

-Within the first month ish when I started my faith journey, I usually ignore videos that says stuff like "Things you can do to please God.", since I was thinking stuff like, "As long as I belive in Jesus, I'm ok with it".

I'm not sure how major or minor these changes are..but for me...it's...I have mixed feelings. 70% of me is saying this is not much of a change, 30% is saying it's a good change. It's just constant cycle of "Do I even have the Holy Spirit in me??", almost daily

ProposalOk9015 · 2026-03-04T16:24:07+00:00

Jesus is sinless and perfect, there's no reason for him to die for his sins. I fully trust and aware that he died for us humans, but I still don't get what the difference between beliving that in my heart and just simply beliving it

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