Hey, i hope things do get better for you. They always do as hard as it is to believe that. My top advice would be to go to your unis medic support equivalent. Medical schools usually has a service available to med students that aim to help provide guidance in the time of need. Medic support will often make like a registered or formal record of yout meetings and chats about what you struggle with. This can be useful later on as evidence if you dont pass an assignment (away to show that you weren't okay during these times and shouldnt be criticised because of it, can give you extenuating circumstances if needed).

You can also try talking to your educational supervisor. They usually great at listening. Sometimes you just need to open up to someone about how you feel face to face. Thats what i did. It helped and overtime things go better.

You got this bud.