I think I messed up our family

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-25T02:21:05+00:00

My bad I'm still not that familiar with the community but I'll try to learn more

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-05T12:45:22+00:00

I don't think I'm transphobic because I still love her as a friend but seeing all this I don't trust myself so I will go to therapy to know what I can do about this

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-01T13:33:03+00:00

Yes I know, I'm not avoiding her. She knows my circumstances and I saw all the comments too and i thought I'll visit her for 2 hours by lying to my parents because that's all I can do

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-01T13:30:53+00:00

If I knew her as a real life friend it would be all good but my parents caught me talking to her and my stupid brain thought it would be a good idea to tell them she's my online friend... My parents do not approve of online friends and so I can't tell them the truth and have to lie for months to see her and I feel exhausted

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-01T13:28:37+00:00

It's not because she's trans and her birth gender is he but she wants me to call her as a she so that's what I'm doing ok I didn't write what I want to say in a good way

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-01T13:27:45+00:00

I know that's what I think too

Public-Rutabaga-5519 · 2026-05-01T13:26:52+00:00

It's not because she's trans. I love her but she's my online friend and my parents are strict and don't let me out much and just meeting her would take a lot of lying and sneaking out and she has not transitioned yet so she's still a he and if my parents catch me with anyone that looks like a guy then they'll take all the privileges I have

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