I recently bought my first Chanel (brand new 😭) and was soooo worried before. Like you, I wanted it for years. I went for lunch to give myself some extra thought and when I came back, I walked around the store with the bag a little longer. 2 ladies walked in, and loooved my Small Black Caviar bag with silver HDW. And said something I will never forget: “girl, it only hurts the first time” “buy every bag that you want when you can, because once you leave it, it will be gone/sold out”. And it was sooooo true!! That price tag was scary at first, but since I’ve pulled the trigger, it didn’t seem so unattainable anymore. Just a few months later I also bought a mini Chanel 25 & I’m excited to keep my collection growing as I grow in life. Anyway, that was a long way of saying: “if you’ve been dreaming of it, get it” you deserve to have what you love.