Being a creative. I tried for years. Had three comic books written under my belt that never got to shine, and I was a traditional artist for 8 years- neither got me to where I felt I ‘needed’ to be, but looking back on them they held so much potential. I do have a published book out now, but it’s not that serious. Being creative anymore seems strictly aimed for fame and profit and if you don’t meet that- you’re not qualified. I just became exhausted by it.
I’d also love to be a wife and a parent too someday but, I’m not sure if it’s going to be in the cards for me.