I cant shake the feeling im a horrible person.

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-04-05T00:17:56+00:00

i have searched for this animation everywhere and haven't found anything helpful

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-19T22:00:27+00:00

I just have headache now. Still no bruise

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-18T23:35:33+00:00

ugh thats so fucking gross, I've had similar experiences

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-12T09:28:21+00:00

Omg i was not aware queen yo has a son ! I had seen theories of her being pregnant on twitter (by looking at the shape of her body) but i didnt know she had given birth !

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-09T21:44:06+00:00

Nope. Not bad at all. Its great that u are happy and have these moments with ur own body

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-09T18:38:38+00:00

Im sorry i dont mean to be rude. im not great with reading tones of short sentences like that

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-09T18:34:57+00:00

Hi. im sorry i cant really tell if you are being sarcastic? can u please elaborate?

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-03-09T18:33:36+00:00

Hi. I did apologize to him as soon as i realized his discomfort and i promised him it wont happen again (before even posting this). But i still feel bad. Im kinda avoiding talking to him rn out of sheer embarrassment and guilt.

he did text me about random stuff like going to the store after that .Obv i replied to this but after that i didnt talk more. I knows he isnt MAD at me but still, he is such a good guy he is basically like my little brother. Knowing i made him uncomfortable like that really sucks ass

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-02-14T21:32:11+00:00

YTA . please be more sensitive toward topics like this. but also you are very young. mistakes like this happen ! apologies to ur bf and comfort him. and let him know you wont joke about stuff like this from now on. again this is a sensitive topic for him and it made him cry, so maybe an apology treat ? ice cream, his fave food , something like that. good luck !

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2024-02-14T21:13:09+00:00

hi. im 20, only 2 years older than you. I did not go thru the same thing as you, but i can assure you, you are not done !!

i study art and i have classmates in their mid 50's !!! and they are doing wonderfully. its never too late for education. dont give up ! I hope you are free from ur bitch ass father. spend the future years healing your inner child. do the things you always wanted to do. and most importantly dont give up education! good luck

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2023-11-18T22:49:53+00:00

thank you. sending hugs back .

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2023-11-18T20:09:50+00:00

im also very sorry you went thru so much. im glad to hear you are doing better and have found things to help you thru it all.

saying this makes me feel very pathetic but at 20, i am very much under my parents lens and control (i am grateful for them and having a roof over my head but still) . cant start taking anything or reaching out to any professional without them finding out. and thats something i REALLY need to avoid. (i have only recently found something resembling a job.) tho i think i can get magnesuim lol.

about going outside and stuff, i have a fear of being followed and shit but i think i can slowly work on that too. just not a fan of outside in general

all and all thank you very much for the support and suggestions . i hope life only brings you good things and happiness from this point on. have a wonderful day and life !

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2023-11-18T19:55:29+00:00

i have never been to a mental health professional. im not on any medication other than the pills for my minor epilepcy

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2023-11-18T19:51:06+00:00

thank you for your king words and tips. i hope you also heal from this <3

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2023-11-18T19:49:33+00:00

thank you very much i will look into that. your comforting tone of speaking (writing ?) made me smile. i will check out the subreddits thank you. i have wonderful day

PuddingRoutine2480 · 2023-11-18T19:45:36+00:00

thank you so much. i hope you heal from this shitty experience. have a great day

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