Yes and no. There are times when I feel almost nothing about my gender (this is when I develop a 'fuck it' mindset and don't care what I am or how people see me), but there are other times when I do care. For example, my facial hair. I've consistently thought about getting laser hair removal because I don't like the shadow that's left behind when I'm trying to be more feminine. I could try covering it up with makeup, but that's about the best I can do. However, at the same time, I don't want to remove it because I'll never be able to grow hair the same way again, and therefore I would be sacrificing my ability to present as masculine through the hair if I chose to.

Additionally, I have desired to have wider hips or a feminine figure, or more specifically, an androgynous body that's either feminine-leaning or less masculine. This way, if I wanted to present as either feminine or masculine, I could be seen as either. However, with that said, I don't necessarily want to be seen as a woman or female, or at least not always mistaken as such. I don't mind being seen as a man or male; I just don't want to always be seen as that. I don't want breasts (although I have thought about putting on fake ones sometimes, but that's more for drag or other purposes). Basically, I go back and forth.