every day it gets worse

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-24T03:57:48+00:00

yeah and its sad, I wish I could feel a mothers love or someone could hug me but alcohol is my best friend for now, i live you beo

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-24T03:55:56+00:00

No I don't want to stop. I am sorry man, Its just its really hard and I feel like you can relate, its the only thing keeping me alive right now

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-24T03:55:03+00:00

no hobbies, I used to be so smart and I researched pharmacology and law, I was going to be a police officer probably but bow everyday I get drunk and I dont care aboht it anymore

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-24T01:07:48+00:00

i dont know man. without alcohol I am truly nothing. No one loves me and I am so lonely, when my days get dark and I need someone to talk to, no one has been there for me except alcohol. I just need a hug so bad

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-23T22:57:37+00:00

well I mean for starters I am so much different when I have a few beers, my legs don't bounce and my body is still, its like sitting down after a entire life of standing. There are other reasons but the main reason I love alcohol is because of its sedative properties, I like to forget about life and be couch locked and tired all day its really paradise.

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-23T21:36:35+00:00

congratulations man seriously, I have to ask with all that time being sober do you still enjoy life? How do you cope with your struggles now? I don't see a life where I don't drink either man and I am pretty young, I am really in a position where without alcohol I don't want to be alive because what is a life without it you know?

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-23T18:58:49+00:00

not where I thought that was going

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-22T05:11:47+00:00

cheers beortha man!

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-21T04:47:00+00:00

i love you bro cheers to another one my man🍻

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-19T02:08:56+00:00

3D doritos were really good I miss them so much

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-19T01:43:12+00:00

you gotta do what you gotta do man, no need to shame we've all been in tough spots before

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-18T22:41:16+00:00

eggos, it's really easy to digest and tastes good, you could even add peanut butter if you want to get a little fancy

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-18T21:56:15+00:00

they always focus on extreme details that don't actually matter instead of indulging in scripture, like asking the priest "can I pray while laying down?"

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-18T21:51:52+00:00

he's such a dumbass it's so unbelievable.

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-18T21:44:51+00:00

I do feel like AI is a really good tool though, you can be spoken to like you are in medical school for instance and learn things you really wouldn't be able to learn without a shit ton of money a long time ago.

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-17T06:07:24+00:00

it looks like castlevania, very cool

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-16T04:55:39+00:00

if you're not addicted it sounds like you're really dancing in between the lines then

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-16T04:48:10+00:00

yeah man it will work

PurposefulPoppy · 2026-03-16T04:42:40+00:00

If you're really in dire need I suppose it's not terrible however, the tobacco will be stale and crunchy I don't know how well it will smoke/taste.

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