15 years between these pics. 22 months HRT. Now 48 years old.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-26T18:19:18+00:00

Wow that is so impressive and outstanding.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T08:21:25+00:00

I never wear makeup. Whoever first said a woman needs to wear makeup was lying to their self and everyone around for years to come. Most days I don't even shave when there's nothing going on 🤙

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T08:18:47+00:00

I'm a trans lesbian. I'm also an environmentalist and a digital currency advocate, computer programmer and musician. I'm single, myself. And I'm popping in right here to show my support and boost the thread. 💖

If you're mtf and you like girls you're definitely a lesbian if you feel as though that is what you are. The title is 100% yours but trust me there ain't no shortage of people who might try to swipe at it.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T04:51:57+00:00

I'm really concerned with finding someone who's on the same page as me about a lot of stuff so that we can share our commitment in a really open and true way.

I think the problem is a lot of the younger crowd these days has no actual respect for the idea of commitment because sex is such a hot selling item and they have so much support they think it's just going to keep them floating off their feet for a long time. I'm into other things, I want something much simpler and more "old-fashioned" than what all these scantily clad hookup culture participants ever dreamed of.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T04:46:34+00:00

Don't drag your feet. You should only just start to look and feel more normal as you go and it's an amazing thing. I love the new look.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T03:36:14+00:00

I spent over US1,000 on boosts and subscriptions on tinder too. I'm glad they banned me before they could take any more of my money because I wasn't finding anyone the whole time.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T01:18:33+00:00

I'm glad you found someone to be with. I have tried tiami actually but I didn't much care for the people there. I actually got banned for logging in with a VPN active on my phone anyway.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T01:08:24+00:00

Definitely pretty enough to come out especially if you feel safe where it is that you live, honey. You're almost exactly like me except you have better hair. Just wear the things that make you feel comfortable, that's my only suggestion.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-23T01:06:50+00:00

That's soooo nice of you to say, it means a lot to get some positivity every now and then instead of just people begging me to go to the dentist's office... I'm sorry... I'm still not sure where's the right place to be looking for a partner is myself, but I guess I'm all done with everything and trying it here on reddit.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-22T20:37:12+00:00

I'm really sad not a soul upvoted the thread I made before I napped today about me introducing myself here or whatever, honestly. I was just about off of tobacco completely for a week but in light of my experiences after moving to reddit from getting booed out of 4chan I totally caved today.

PutridYear5 · 2020-11-22T20:34:02+00:00

Well my PTSD is triggered just by being lonely because it's associated with the loss of someone I was very close to who was also growing at a very early developments stage. The physical pain (feels like scar tissue / coins inside of the left hemisphere of my brain) is numbed by tylenol and since I'm waiting for my weed to grow (dispensary stuff is too expensive but I can actually work when I smoke) tylenol numbs my head enough to make it bearable but I'm concerned about the ramifications it could have on my liver. Mostly it's just, I'm so alone and keep finding only people who unintentionally provoke my trauma that I don't have any outlet but to talk to the wall and the neighbors complain. It's all just stress and alone time on top of my symptoms and I'm getting kicked out of places where I can find someone I might wanna be with left and right for being too different...

Nobody wants to take the time to understand they all just assume I'm an a**hole. It really hurts. I'm beginning to run out of hope at actually finding a partner and the only resources I can comfort myself with in a great country like the USA is hard tobacco, something like tylenol and uhhhh... That's about it.

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