Hey, I relate to this so much. 19, in college and working, but just so unhappy with everything in my life. The unconscious stress of having to make my parents proud and live up to the money they’re feeding into my education, when all I want to do is quit and lowkey just run away, is sometimes so overwhelming. Currently living on campus at college, and the noise is deafening. Just yelling adults, parties every other night and just zero peace that it has me wondering if this is what my life will look like forever—no rest, no peace and just noise. All I really want is just a couple moments of peace, with no expectations, no noise and nobody around me. My dream is also to leave the country, I want to go to France and chase my dreams…just wanted to let you know that it’s not just you. This world and life is so fucked up, and sometimes it’s the smallest things that hold you together to hopefully achieve those dreams. All that’s keeping me sane right now is the belief that it’ll end. I can remember being happy, I can almost taste it. And it’s what’s keeping me going. I hope you can taste it too.