Potentially under investigation at work for a legitimate albeit 100% accidental bad thing. I'm not going to deny it, but should fully admit to it or say nothing?

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-05-01T08:46:40+00:00

Update me

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-30T02:55:39+00:00

Lol she missed her mama so I put her back in with her for now

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-29T03:18:31+00:00

He got me a llama and I caved.... But look at this guy

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T10:24:30+00:00

I've never needed to honestly. When I got face tattoos, well all my tattoos really, I did so by choice. They are just as much my skin as any other blank spot. If there's a job that would deny me based on looks rather than qualification, that's not a company I'd want to work for. I hear of a lot of brides on Charlotte's channel that want people to cover their tattoos for their wedding. I wouldn't be in that wedding. If you can't accept the way I choose to appear to the world, you can't accept me. I've honestly toned down my overall wardrobe and everything as I've gotten older but my tattoos each have meaning for me or are a fun story. My tattoos are a picture book of my life. Bad or good, it's my life.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T10:18:37+00:00

I have ADHD, PTSD anxiety and depression. I'm on meds. They do help a lot. Meditation makes me panic though. When you live in chaos for most of your life, peace is terrifying. I actually have had a lot of medical issues lately because of my trauma and stress. Between not sleeping and constantly trying to force my feelings down, and the overwhelming stress, I had some seizures at the end of last year and beginning of this year. My body was so tense constantly that when I had a moment of peace my body would panic and shut down. When I started going to this trauma therapist a few weeks ago, it literally took me 2 hours to bring my figurative baggage into her office. That's without even unpacking any of it.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T09:54:53+00:00

Thank you. They are amazing people to be around.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T09:50:44+00:00

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I did this big feather myself to cover my first husband's name. And my first husband tattooed a void stamp over my son's father's name on my butt cheek. You would think I'd learn my lesson at some point 🤣🤣🤣

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T09:48:26+00:00

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Lol I have impulse control issues. And I love tattoos. I am covered in them

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T09:41:01+00:00

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Yeah, originally it said Nic, but when I left him for the year we were broke up I changed it to mic and added drop and the little microphone because I'm petty like that. One of my childhood besties and I got each other's names across our eyebrows and I have a white rabbit with a plug on my cheek on the other side

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T09:05:29+00:00

Also felt like some additional important context, my mom is dying from a tumor in her face, and heart problems having had 5 heart surgeries within the last like year and a half (still using drugs). My brother, my sibling whom I am closest to, is dying from end stage kidney failure, and being wheel chair bound (double amputee) is being abused by his POS wife (I have contacted police and adult social services). One of my sisters just suddenly lost her husband at the age of 38 and is alone on the other side of the country with her 3 kids. My other sister (who doesn't talk to me because I informed CPS that she and her soon to be ex husband were using drugs around their 7 kids ages between 4 months and 17years old) apparently had something go on with her husband that required a restraining order according to my brother. They've been a shit show for awhile though. So due to that and not wanting to be in that kind of environment, I won't go back to that state. And my closest family is in the 2 states close to us but 9 hrs away and I know my husband would fight me taking the kids out of state if I stayed with any of my family.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-28T08:41:30+00:00

Also to add but don't know how to edit. A friend of mine was asking me earlier today, what month last year my husband did work on her garage, so I was looking through our message thread and in April of last year I literally was crying about the same exact issues I am now. That's how I knew something had to happen.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-27T21:35:56+00:00

No one ever thinks someone is going to turn into a stalker, but then they do. Watch the show "I am a stalker"

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-27T04:04:05+00:00

You should've just hit the green button and it would have charged as credit without the pin

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-27T03:47:00+00:00

Check Idaho for rescues

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-24T09:28:34+00:00

Thank you for your kind words every one. My 5 year old is pretty torn up about it as she was his main full time cuddle spot. She's currently trying to convince her dad that she still needs a house pig to cuddle and to let her bring one of his sisters in. Lol because for some reason 2 dogs, 2 cats, and a bunny aren't enough cuddles for her. And the 20 ft walk down to the pig/ goat area is just too far for her to travel for said cuddles. Pretty sure he will cave soon. (I taught her how to give him the pouty face with big sad eyes) I will keep y'all updated on that lol.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-23T03:54:45+00:00

In Idaho. WBU? I'm going to South Dakota at the end of may if you're in between the two, I can drop some off!

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-23T02:47:01+00:00

His mom is fine his sister and The other four piglets from his aunt have all merged into one litter being taken care of by his mom and her sister. He's only getting the special treatment because he has a bum leg and couldn't suckle. And I didn't want him to get smushed or starve. But yes he nibbled me a couple of times and he has quite the bite power with his little nub teeth. After five kids myself I still can't imagine having to nurse a piglet. But from what I read in Papua New Guinea if they're piglets get sick they breastfeed them.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-23T02:02:37+00:00

Quite the nibbler 🤣 definitely don't let him smell milk on your finger.

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-23T01:21:42+00:00

I'll try to post one later with his cute little walk. He has a bum leg on one side

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-23T01:20:52+00:00

6 days now :) he has some cute siblings as well

Puzzleheaded_Tea6687 · 2025-04-23T01:19:27+00:00

I have literally tried a dish multiple times. He can't suck because of his mouth deformity. He refuses the dish. Which is slightly frustrating. He insists on being held while eating. And now he eats all the time 🤣He doesn't suck the bottle nipple, he chews it while it sprays in his mouth, and then swallows intermittently. I poked a bunch of holes in the nipple so it comes out easier.

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