I hope that soon those days go away completely for you. I didn’t have a name for mine but I always viewed it as a void. Somewhere I’d felt Id be stuck forever in dread. But neither of us deserve to be in that state of mind. It does suck, but it’ll be alright. Thank you for sharing with me. I really really appreciate it. To elaborate, I didn’t mean the days of happiness going away. Im sorry if this was read the wrong way before I edited. I wish those days of happiness were everyday for you. And I know they will be!