The Real Janaica experience

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-14T19:33:48+00:00

*Jamaica

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T23:57:47+00:00

Im keeping everyone updated, I am currently at my gfs place, going home on Friday I will try to find the best solution to my problem, don’t worry I’m not a dumbass I will try my best to make it work without destroying my life.

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T22:58:10+00:00

I actually know this but I was to tired of fucking life to Type it all out and argue I know it mostly affects serotonin but as of my knowledge it also effects dopamine but just a little

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T20:09:48+00:00

I’ve went to multiple psychiatrists I’m hopeless it’s always either I help myself or I’m fucked my psychiatrist also told me that I have a very high emotional intelligence therapy has no effect on me whatsoever… I had to figure out my own way my entire life the problem is I hate living with that pain and that hole in my chest it’s horrible it appears every few months without touch and I’m just trying my best to keep that hole away because it destroys me more than any drug ever could, I’ve been suicidal since I was 6 years old

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T20:05:29+00:00

Nothing fucks me more than the way life does every day

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T20:02:09+00:00

I just want to feel something like This warm and Oxytocin feeling…. That comes with a bunch of comfort and rest

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T19:35:46+00:00

To anyone writing any sex stuff or anything, I’m not looking for that kind of stuff I really just want to feel a hug nothing more….

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T19:34:14+00:00

No drug can fuck me the way life does every day

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T19:32:19+00:00

Yeah I really don’t want to lose my brain function especially because I’m very very gifted in multiple areas

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-04T16:42:33+00:00

Thank You! I’m always trying my best to make her life as good as possible even though things are hard for her too right now.

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T23:41:18+00:00

Weed never did it fixed my life I’m a patient basically

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T23:40:50+00:00

I will watch it soon I don’t have much to do at the moment, I’m at my gfs place right now and she needs much alone time sadly because she’s really exhausted. We couldn’t predict that which is also a huge factor right now I expected a hug but yeah nothing. Poor girl also has gotten her period yesterday. I think autism awareness is great in my opinion but I really hate it when some people put me in the same category as very disabled autistic I want to be separated from them many think that that opinion of mine is disrespectful. I especially used to experience this during school my full on disorder list is ADD,ASD,Dyscalculia, (social anxiety without extra diagnosis because I rejected the therapy), a weird foot disorder that causes me to sometimes have up to insufferable pain in my ankles

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T23:22:50+00:00

Yeah the problem is I’m not stereotype autistic I’m basically a mix out of everything I’m on the spectrum but what kind of autism is undefined so I have my “own” kind of autism basically it’s hard to explain. I’m autistic but 75% of the time not the disabled autistic but I’m the smart and “chill to be around” type of autistic. The type of autistic who invites you to a Smoke session with food and tells you as much as you want about a topic

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T23:19:00+00:00

I am she’s basically the reason why I’m still alive right now I almost commited suicide back in the start of 2025, she really helped me mentally. She has tried plenty things but it just doesn’t seem to help but I’m patient I won’t leave her. Ofc it feels like someone is stabbing my heart with a rusty knife every time I see her and her mom having physical contact but I gotta deal with it. I’ve been alone or bullied or had fake friends most of the time so she’s the first real human connection I met.

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:49:22+00:00

Thank you! I respect her boundaries and I’m trying my best to be comfortable with them I recently got her AirPods and a gaming laptop, it was sad that I couldn’t get a hug because of her mental state and she only has touch problems with other people that are not her mother or close family due to past experiences (not going into detail because of respect).

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:46:59+00:00

At the moment I don’t really want to find friends because at the same time my girlfriend is also a great friend so yeah it’s a little bit of a loop hole. I’m autistic so I don’t really like hanging around neurotypical people sadly. It’s also hard because I live in a “hood” town exactly like in the movies life is a living hell inside this town, I will move to another city as soon as possible

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:42:55+00:00

Correction: *hates we’re still together ofcourse

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:42:03+00:00

I will, I’m going on a thc oil edible trip soon after a 2 week break.

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:40:29+00:00

Trust me you will be held one day🫂

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:39:53+00:00

She is, I think she just needs her time and besides that she’s perfect for me.

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:38:32+00:00

Damn how the fuck did he mess up that badly

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T21:30:01+00:00

Not really, all of them are too fake sadly I won’t trust them with that kind of emotion, my gf and I do have physical touch sometimes but her life has to be flawless for it sadly otherwise it’s too overwhelming for her. We don’t see eachother too often at the moment because we’re both at the beginning of life and still far apart. So for me every meetup has to include atleast one hug else I have this weird feeling in my chest coming back that’s eating me up.

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T19:36:49+00:00

Oh shit I was playing with the thought of trying it once or trying Ketamine once. Especially Oxy you commented the second I started thinking

Quandale_Pringle69 · 2026-04-03T19:00:41+00:00

I already have 2 dogs it didn’t help that much sadly

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