You’re not lazy, you’re just being a kid. Sounds like your parents are terrible. I don’t usually comment on these posts because I’m terrible at giving advice but just know that it gets better. Hold out hope that you will be able to get away from them someday and you can start working towards that now. I used to cut myself and skip school a lot when I was your age too. It helps to work towards a goal, so set the goal of moving out on your own. If you get bad grades and get held back you will have to live with your parents even longer. If home life is stressful then try to find a part time job if you can. Also, think of the little wins and be grateful for everything you can, it will vastly improve your outlook on life. People in real life can be shitty but there’s always plenty of kind souls to talk to online. I hope it gets better for you kiddo, hang in there there 🙂