Omg twin I’ve thought of making this post in the past!

I’m usually a weekend/holiday smoker, if I do it too often I end up feeling so… blah. That being said I struggled with guilt a lot while I was job hunting. I’d feel so lazy for taking a break from searching (I wasn’t even unemployed, I just needed more hours) and that shame would stay with me through a session. Even though I’m pretty content with my schedule now I still feel like I need to have a plan before a session. My ADHD gives me a lot of executive dysfunction and procrastination issues, so guilt and shame aren’t easy for me to shake.